Never again

And once again you're letting me down
After I did everything to lift you up
You spread your wings, you learnt to fly 
And now you're leaving me in the mud

I thought it would be different
I thought I could make it work
But you keep on pushing till I break
Focusing on my one mistake
While you didn't even try to make it stop

You said you're worried
That's fine I guess
But then why did you come back for me?
Couldn't you bear to see me being free?
Were you afraid you'd end up alone?
Was it just for my looks and my bosom?

I did nothing wrong
I made sure of it
Yet when she yelled you seemed better at handling it

I do not swear
I do not curse
I do not even sigh
Cause I know it would make it worse

I took everything upon myself
To be perfect for you
But you reciprocate nothing or less
And none of your burdens seem to fall onto you

I wish you'd try to be in my shoes
Just for a day or two
To see that even though you're not impolite
You sure as hell are rude

You don't have to sound angry to say fuck you
You don't have to use those words to be cruel

Even though the cruelest ones of them all seem to be brand new
Cause boy you almost killed me with your "I love you"s