Will you care..?

You held my hand everyday
Made me suddenly okay
He was never there
When I was needing him the most
I wish it was different,
Wish I could take away my hand
But I was fed up with feeling disdained and deprised
With you I felt safe
And just myself
Thought I could try not to beware...

Anyhow, I was lost again
My heart torn into pieces
Couldn't deny it, couldn't pretend
I just wanted you to stay my friend
Won't whisper and won't say loud
But I know it's well deserved if I cry...
Just cause I couldn't stand your eyes...

I was so sure till that day
That I'd love him anyway
I was so suprised when I realized things changed
His words tried to reasure
And myself tried to ensure
That I was wrong - I knew I mustn't go on...
Now I know that
Clarity's of the past
I've tried to remain stubborn...

Anyhow, I was lost again
My heart was torn into pieces
Couldn't deny it, couldn't pretend
I just wanted you to stay my friend
Won't whisper and won't say loud
But I know it's well deserved if I cry...
Just cause I couldn't stand your eyes...

Forgive me and forget us
You won't decide for me again
Even though this time I'll suffer
He won't let me come back to you
Silly blighter...